WOW THESE PAST FEW WEEKS HAVE BEEN A TUMBLE FOR ME MY STEPSON IS HERE NOW AND OH MY ALL THE TROUBLE WE HAD TO GO THROUGH WITH HIS MOM AND HER FAMILY ALL BECAUSE HE WANTS TO BE HERE I CANT BLAME HIM I WOULDNT WANNA BE WHERE ALL THEY DO IS SCREAM AT ME OR MAKE ME WATCH KIDS EVERYDAY AND IM DEALING WITH MY MOM SHE IS GOING THROUGH SOMETHING TOO I DONT KNOW WHAT BUT IT DEPRESSES ME CAUSE SHE HAVE ATTITUDE ALL THE TIME I JUST DUNNO WHAT TO DO ANYMORE I FEEL LIKE RUNNING AWAY SOMETIMES

I SO LOVE PHOTOSHOP HAHA I CAN REMOVE MY ZITS AND WRINKLES THAT SHOW ALREADY LOL

just wondering why

why must we go through all these changes in life and struggle when we dont have to why do we feel like the world is coming down on us? i feel like i have been let down inlife for all the things i have went through and going through wanna have a family but cant seem to have children wanna be able to do things i used to in the past but cant because of my health i jus dont know anymore i feel depressed at time and dont have nobody to talk to that will understand and not judge i go through so much and sometimes imr eady to gove up on it all what will i ever do i was told pray .... well i do that and still lost somewhere looking to b found but wanna feel loved too .... feelin to blue to write anymore ................

just relaxing with my family

having fun tonight gonna go out with my family and have some fun since we dont spend much time together so i hope we can all relax and enjoy this time out i decided to take a pic of myself been awhile but its just plain ole me lol im bored just passing time dont know what to write about here lol doing this for my cuz so we can talk everynow and then :)

What are blogs really for hmmm....

I AM CAPS QUEEN LOL

I NEVER KNOW WHAT BLOGS ARE REALLY FOR MOST I KNOW HAVE A MYSPACE OR FACEBOOK OR TWITTER AND I AM ACTUALLY BORED WITH ALL THOSE SO WHAT SHALL I DO WITH THIS BLOG MAKE IT COME ALIVE HMMMMMM.........


WE WILL SEE MORE TO COME SOON I HOPE LOL

LATE NIGHT BRAWL WITH A POSSUM

WELL TONIGHT HAS BEEN A WILD NIGHT. MY DOG ISIS SPOTTED A POSSUM AND WENT CRAZY. SHE WAS WILD. BUT SHE WON IN THE END. I COULDNT STOP HER. I GUESS SHE FELT THE POSSUM WAS GONNA GET IT FOR EATTING HER DOG FOOD. LOL WELL THAT WAS A MATCH TO SEE. IT WAS HORRIBLE BUT I GUESS NO OTHER NIGHT TIME FRIENDS WILL EAT HER FOOD ANYMORE

EARLY MORNING TO TOSS AND TURN.....

WELL I FIND MYSELF WITH ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT... BUT I GUESS I WILL START THE DAY OFF WITH SOME COCO AND THEN I WILL PROBALY SPEND THE MORNING OUTSIDE WITH THE DOGS AND HOPEFULLY MUSTER UP STRENTGH TO WALK SOME. THESE DAYS I FIND MYSELF IN PAIN WITH MY LEGS. BUT MY DOG LADY ENCOURAGES ME LOL BY PULLING ME CAUSE SHE IS ALWAYS EXCITED FOR ME TO WALK HER. SHE GOES CRAZY WHEN WE GET READY TO WALK HER ..... BELOW IS A PICTURE OF HER AIN'T SHE CUTE???

WHEN IT RAINS .. IT POURS...

WELL THIS IS MY SECOND ATTEMPT TO WRITING THIS BLOG. IT GAVE ME AN ERROR THE FIRST TIME. TODAY WAS A WEIRD DAY FOR ME. I COULDNT GO OUTSIDE CAUSE IT HAS BEEN RAINING HEAVY. I WANT TO WATCH A MOVIE BUT IM NOT READY TO SIT DOWN. I WANTED TO GET SOME EXERCISE OUTSIDE. BLAME IT ON THE RAIN AGAIN. WELL I GUESS IM GONNA GO COOK..... BE BACK LATER....................

A NEW YEAR AND A NEW BLOG

WELL I HAVE JUST BECOME A BLOGGER....... LOL. THIS IS NEW FOR ME. I AM OPENING UP TO NEW THINGS FOR A NEW YEAR. I LOVE TO PLAY ON THE COMPUTER AND READ. I ALSO LIKE WATCHING CRIME SHOWS AND GOOD MOVIES. I AM EXCITED ABOUT THIS BLOGGING IDEA. HOPEFULLY I CAN GET MOTIVATED TO WRITE EVERYDAY. THIS WILL GIVE ME OPPORTUNITY TO OPEN UP WITH MY FEELINGS AND MY MOODS. WELL I'M DONE FOR NOW.